No more of this.

I'm resolved to pulling away... to keeping my distance... to hold it in...

Why do things when nobody really sees it?
Why care so much when it's not reciprocated?
Why even bother?

I'm sick with all of this rollercoaster, hot and cold, up and down bullshit.
What I need is stability and consistency.

I gave too much of myself, I'm taking all of it back.
Screw it all.

2 comment(s):

Andrea said...

You've got me worried. I know we haven't seen each other in forever, but I'm still here for you. I've been busy with finals, but that is all over with. Lets go out to lunch or dinner or something with just us girls. Give me a call if you need to vent.

Anonymous said...

Oh dear, you don't sound happy. Hope things have improved since you wrote this.