Something is wrong with meI could not elaborate on what it is because of privacy issues... I wish I could though.
It's scaring me and making me feel bad as a person, as a woman. It's making me feel like I'm not normal.
Sometimes, I'd look at a person and I'd be asking myself, "Why can't I just be like them?". I realize that it's wrong to compare oneself to others, but in this situation, I couldn't help myself.
I am even wishing now that I'd be the same way as I am before. Detached. Too detached to even entertain the thought.
But I know that if I get into that mode, I'd be harming a relationship that I've learned to norture, work on and care for.
I'm at a cross roads here and I'm not sure which path to take. All I know is something is wrong with me and I'm scared. I feel awful, ashamed and sick.
Weekend Reading 11.17.24
4 days ago
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Oh April! I wish I was there to give you a hug and tell you - that whatever you're going through, you're not alone and that you are perfectly normal.
We're all human. And those girls you compare yourself to? They're not perfect either. Some people are just good actors.
{{HUGS}}
You have my email if you want to talk!
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